Woola Paola! It's GODDESS!!!

goddess-ofthe-night · Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 815

Wow it's been a loooooong time and I mean a really long time since I've been here. I told Vanessa I had work to do. My own comic: "The heart of Dreams" are in debate right now to be published with 'Crisse' yes or no.

So it's a nervous tension since we need to change the storyline often.

I stopped being a member here because I can not aford it anymore. I really got heaps of debts and maybe some of you are aware I have cancer.

I don't want to get deeper in it, it depresses me.
I really should get back on the drawing board with my comic: 'illusions'
But if you don't have a desk it's difficult. It's also I'm really in my own comic work right now. But maybe one day I'll continue...
I'm known as a 'slow artist'

now peeps I hope you are all alright. Newbies if you don't know me. Is ok ;3

Laters!

Arcanus · Joined: 28 Aug 2011 Posts: 1385

I can kind of be like that too when it comes to art XD. Hope you get better, and its nice to meet you ^_^ I hope your comic gets published!

Artyom Derison · Joined: 04 Jul 2011 Posts: 1437

I remember you from FA Goddess. Glad to see you back on the forums ^_^

Silvador · Joined: 20 Oct 2009 Posts: 10873

Goddess! *hugs tightly*

Heh, I know what you mean by 'slow artist'. I myself fit into that catagory with my writing. Glad to see you around, hope you will stop by more often. :)

xivk · Joined: 05 Jan 2009 Posts: 4287

Im happy to see your able to return here.

Your back on the comic trying to publish with a company though?

Rune174 · Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 5291

Its good to see that you have returned, even under such tense circumstances. Lets hope that you can stay, even if its just for good conversation than just simply for business.

dragonfly · Joined: 30 Sep 2009 Posts: 8810

nice to see ya post here gotn ^_^

Caroline · Joined: 22 Dec 2008 Posts: 1796

((Hey GotN,

Well, here's to your next day being better than your last day. ))

Herisheft · Joined: 22 Jun 2007 Posts: 417

Welcome back Carrie :)

goddess-ofthe-night · Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 815

@ Xivk

E. and I planned to finish the first issue on our own and then tour around.
But meantime we're still trying to keep Crisse interested, especially cause E. works in it. And you know how they feel about E.
If we can get into 'Soleil productions' we'd be very happy. Or 'Silvester'

to everyone I have rough days really rough days, just survived another 2 day migrane pain...
Took 6 large tubes of blood again yesterday for the doc next week.

It's really not easy...

and @ herisheft get on gmail sometime will ya! then we can chatter a lil

xivk · Joined: 05 Jan 2009 Posts: 4287

Just hope it goes better for you then. Dont want them pulling your strings again.

henkcobra · Joined: 28 Jan 2008 Posts: 3959

good to hear from you

love you art still

:wink:

goddess-ofthe-night · Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 815

@ Henk, thank you so much for your donation, thanks to all the guys, girls, bronies and fillies: the donations I got so far the lawyer can't take my stuff... I'm so relieved. Tomorrow I'll call him and tell him i'll bring it cash by friday to his office...

4500 euro's more to go that I got a 'legalised' payment for so they can't put me in trouble for that.

And now I can save for the treatments. Thank you all so much...
Thursday I should know if I got better news.

And specially in Henk's honer together with the other pbb members who have helped me. A Mary, Betty and Goddess drawing on the way :3

Of course there is a drawing of Goddess on the way to thank everyone. Because I received so much help and kindness of people. Now this lawyer is out of the sight I feel a huge weight is off my shoulders. But still... I feel a dagger above my head...

Right now I got an infected index finger but it's healing just fine ^-^

My meds are right now 80 euro's a week. Sostilar I'm taking together with metformax and l-throxine.
I barely eat and lost in 3 weeks; 7 kg so I'm worried right now what the results are for thursday...

@ Xivk, I know E. I can trust. She's sometimes slow because she is so busy. Everyone wants art from her because she's not as good as they say, she's the best of the best!
But I'm getting there. I will get to Hawaii and learn to surf. I'm refusing to die before that!

Silvador · Joined: 20 Oct 2009 Posts: 10873

Good to hear you are fighting strong, Goddess. Unfortunately current times don't allow me the liberty of donating, yet. But you have my best wishes.

LunaIsAce · Joined: 15 Jan 2011 Posts: 707

I don't believe we've met or spoken, but It was terrible to hear what has happened to you, and how the lawyers have treated you.

And this is one thing that drives me insane. British Medicine doesn't cost a penny, but they can charge you 80 euros a week on medicine alone? That is crazy. I'm going to ask all my friends to help collect some money together for you, Unfortunately I can't myself, as I'm owed money, and I am eating my flatmates food to stay healthy. But I will ask them right away, and get as much as they can for you!

LabrnMystic · Joined: 27 Jul 2005 Posts: 2510

Stay strong GotN, and we'll help when we can.

Rune174 · Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 5291

Sorry for the delay. My exam studies are kicking my butt, but I will have $50 US to donate before the end of the week.

Eechironin · Joined: 14 Jun 2010 Posts: 242

Yeay! GotN is back!!

I am sooooo glad you are doing well, hang in there!
I am one more fan wishing for years of more art from you!

*hugs*

goddess-ofthe-night · Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 815

I'm such a slow responder but I'm working on it...

The entire site is being revamped there will be a 'Walibi Fan Project'
Myuutaproject is cleared out and turned into 'Fe'ather's Lair' since she'll never become a pokemon even if she would...
And of course Laguna's Bay is finally going to open like it should.

The entire thing looks already amazing...

Just wish my health would...

Thanks for reading all... *huggles*

Btw, i know here my (other) friends wont come read here but what do you do when you like someone so much who's gay. Young and gay and a sweetheart.

That gives you the shivers when he's near you... Completes you on so many levels...

Ignore it right? That's what everyone tells me to do...
I'm so fustrated about it that I cried for hours without being able to controle to stop it, went just like automatic when he left with the train yesterday...

Am I ... in trouble?

Silvador · Joined: 20 Oct 2009 Posts: 10873

Ignore it?! How in the name of hell can you ignore such a feeling? In my honest opinion you should talk to them, let them know how you feel. Even if your feelings aren't returned, they can still offer comfort. They deserve to know the effect they have on you.

You may scare them off, or your relationship with them could grow closer. But just ignoring it and pretending like it's not there is just going to continue to hurt even more than if you do nothing.

goddess-ofthe-night · Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 815

I told him in meantime if you're interested for the outcome. He loves me too but can't dump his guy right now... He doesn't know how...

so yeah...

I'm not doing so well health is dropping I lost 15 kg in around a months time...
I got so many projects to do that I can't do my own projects... I realised I need atleast 400 euro's extra a month to earn to pay for my mediation and treatment... -_-

happy 2012

Silvador · Joined: 20 Oct 2009 Posts: 10873

*hugs GotN*

Hope things start to turn around for you soon.

Pride · Joined: 02 Oct 2011 Posts: 294

Things will turn around, they always will.

Rune174 · Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 5291

400 euros must be alot. I think that ammount to close to 500 US dollars.

Silvador · Joined: 20 Oct 2009 Posts: 10873

Rune174 wrote: 400 euros must be alot. I think that ammount to close to 500 US dollars. Actually, I think it's closer to about 800, Rune.

If I remember correctly, the Euro is roughly double the AUD which is, on average, equal to the USD.

EDIT: Scratch that. I just checked on Paypal and you're right, Rune. The EUR exchange rate must've changed a fair bit since the last time I sent money that way.

Pride · Joined: 02 Oct 2011 Posts: 294

Silvador wrote: Rune174 wrote: 400 euros must be alot. I think that ammount to close to 500 US dollars. Actually, I think it's closer to about 800, Rune.

If I remember correctly, the Euro is roughly double the AUD which is, on average, equal to the USD.

EDIT: Scratch that. I just checked on Paypal and you're right, Rune. The EUR exchange rate must've changed a fair bit since the last time I sent money that way.

Let's do the math

1 Euro = 1.3 dollars
400 Euro = x amount of dollars

400 times 1.3 is 520

520 USD

The Euro has been on constant collapse.

Silvador · Joined: 20 Oct 2009 Posts: 10873

Pride wrote:
Let's do the math

1 Euro = 1.3 dollars
400 Euro = x amount of dollars

400 times 1.3 is 520

520 USD

The Euro has been on constant collapse.

Silvador wrote: EDIT: Scratch that. I just checked on Paypal and you're right, Rune. The EUR exchange rate must've changed a fair bit since the last time I sent money that way.

Rune174 · Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 5291

Well, I constantly buy things from overseas shipping and I have to do a fair bit of conversion. So thanks for backing me up on that.

Pride · Joined: 02 Oct 2011 Posts: 294

Silvador wrote: Pride wrote:
Let's do the math

1 Euro = 1.3 dollars
400 Euro = x amount of dollars

400 times 1.3 is 520

520 USD

The Euro has been on constant collapse.

Silvador wrote: EDIT: Scratch that. I just checked on Paypal and you're right, Rune. The EUR exchange rate must've changed a fair bit since the last time I sent money that way.

Didn't saw the edit: sorry ><

Oh well now we know 400 Euros are 520 USD ^^

Rune174 · Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 5291

When I get paid here shortly, I think I'll donate 1/5 of that to her as a get-well gift.